success!
today mark suggested going to tkmaxx to look at jeans. i found two pairs that i liked. well, three actually, but the tommy hilfiger's had a leather label on them. so, two pairs - one by mavi, one by i don't know who cause i didn't really check. they both fitted but my hips looked really wide in the don't know who jeans. the mavi ones were nice. a bit tight, but i wanted them tight because once i start wearing them they'll loosen up a bit and as i'll lose more weight (which i will do!) they'll losen up a bit more. by my calculations based on the fcuk jeans i bought when i was 70 kg, i should be able to wear the mavi's until i'm about 60 kg. that's not bad.
thankfully i don't have a muffin top, although my stomach sticks out a bit at the front. so i guess i have a stomach top. but they're nice, really.
the only thing is, they're size 31/32. i have another pair of mavi's at home, not jeans but stretchy trousers which i bought about two and a half years ago. they're size 27/32. i know. i could cry...
for the time being though, it's nice to have a pair of jeans without holes on the fattest part of your legs.
it's friday. my naughty day. not on purpose naughty. 'it just happened' naughty. i blogged before that for some reason friday's aqua aerobics classes make me more hungry than normal. and mark's gone to the band practice. so normally, i am hungry, alone and bored on a friday. but not today. i'll follow the devised plan. i've actually followed some of it already. i ate sufficient amount of food. and i'm planning some activities for tonight - i want to cut and file my nails cause their length is getting ridiculous, apply face mask and do some pottery. in that order. i will keep my eating in control. after all, i'm allowed two treats this week and i had one on monday and i really want dave's supersoft ice cream (it's the lovely soft ice cream from an ice cream van) - i hoped he would come round today but there's no sign of him so far so i guess i'll just have to wait until tomorrow.
yes yes, i can get through today without eating shit and without bingeing and i will. i need to think about my new jeans! if i put on weight i won't fit into them!
thankfully i don't have a muffin top, although my stomach sticks out a bit at the front. so i guess i have a stomach top. but they're nice, really.
the only thing is, they're size 31/32. i have another pair of mavi's at home, not jeans but stretchy trousers which i bought about two and a half years ago. they're size 27/32. i know. i could cry...
for the time being though, it's nice to have a pair of jeans without holes on the fattest part of your legs.
it's friday. my naughty day. not on purpose naughty. 'it just happened' naughty. i blogged before that for some reason friday's aqua aerobics classes make me more hungry than normal. and mark's gone to the band practice. so normally, i am hungry, alone and bored on a friday. but not today. i'll follow the devised plan. i've actually followed some of it already. i ate sufficient amount of food. and i'm planning some activities for tonight - i want to cut and file my nails cause their length is getting ridiculous, apply face mask and do some pottery. in that order. i will keep my eating in control. after all, i'm allowed two treats this week and i had one on monday and i really want dave's supersoft ice cream (it's the lovely soft ice cream from an ice cream van) - i hoped he would come round today but there's no sign of him so far so i guess i'll just have to wait until tomorrow.
yes yes, i can get through today without eating shit and without bingeing and i will. i need to think about my new jeans! if i put on weight i won't fit into them!
posted by dianka at 6:23 pm
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