contraception

right. well. how should i...

i binged

these past three days, all i did was eat. last night, i had three pieces of toast. like the biggest toastie bread ever. at 11 pm. and viennetta a few hours before. and lots of cauliflower inbetween.

the thing is, i've started taking contraception. i normally don't have periods, i've not had one since december. but i never know, i might get one when i least expect it. my plastic surgeon won't operate if i'm on my period. so i wanted to make sure i wouldn't have a period when the time comes and started taking contraception to have periods and periodfree times. however, this is now doing havoc with my appetite. i crave carbs. after two weeks of not wanting any chocolate or bread it's all i want to eat.
so that's what i did for three days. i ate chocolate and bread. but i think that three days is enough. i won't let a bloody pill dictate me what to eat, especially because the reason i am fat now is that i allowed medication to dictate me what and how much to eat a year and a half ago. it's not going to happen again.

i'm starting fresh now! after all, it is a monday ;) and it's the start of paulene's 12 week challenge. and i will do so well in the challenge! i promise!

still no exercise as the leg is not completely ok yet although it is getting better. i'll leave it alone today and on tuesday but i'm definitely going to the dance class on wednesday. and hopefully nothing will happen and i'll be able to resume my exercise regime.