first 'other' goal ticked off

i have the main goal. which is to reach 55 kg before christmas '06. then i have a list of mini goals. the first one is to weigh 67 kg. and then i have a list of 'other goals'. that one includes things like 'be able to jog for 5 minutes', 'fit into my go fcuk yourself t-shirt' and 'zipp up my white boots to the top'. and today, i ticked one goal off the 'other goals' list. it was 'gym trousers not tight after they've been washed'. i put them on today and realised they weren't tight! maybe i added more fabric conditioner or something but they definitely weren't tight. obviously i choose to believe it's because i'm getting slimmer. and i am! my stomach is definitely flatter - i measure 76 cm around my waist, it was 82 before i think. my legs are slimmer too. i am getting slimmer!

so, after such good start of the day i went to the gym. i did the walk/run but today i walked for 3 minutes and ran for 2. i didn't do full 30 minutes because after 20 minutes of this i was on the verge of passing out and i was feeling sick. so i walked the rest. it doesn't matter, i'll better it next time. i was quite relieved when i could sit down - it was bike day today and i took it easy. well, easy... easier than usual (58 rpm instead of 60). i was glad when the time was up. when i stood up and started walking i felt as if i pissed myself. when i got down on the mat i found out i also looked as if i pissed myself. how embarrassing! but i guess people go to the gym to sweat. still, why can't i sweat in different places???

i'm glad it's a yoga day tomorrow (yes i've decided to do yoga on sundays). it will be a nice break from the gym.