oh oh

i was being good all day but i'm craving salty foods now. i've asked mark to get me crisps and tuc crackers. i'm annoyed but i desperately need them. i've tried drinking juice instead and had a bit of quorn roast but they're not doing the job. so, i'll have the crackers and crisps and i'll satisfy my cravings and start fresh tomorrow.

this is pissing me off because i've done this before and it always led to a week long (sometimes longer) binge. i've worked hard and i don't want to put on weight! i guess i just need to wait and see. the good thing is i've not stopped blogging and tracking, i'm not turning a blind eye like i've always done before. this time, i'll handle the cravings!

i'm watching kerrang awards at the moment. what a freakshow! i have nothing against men in make up (i find it quite fanciable actually... there are certain limits though) or emo kids but when they're concentrated in one tiny place after really having made an effort... the funny thing is that if emo was around when i was a teenager i probably would have been emo. and what the hell has happened to brian molko? he used to be well fit! anyway, i'm not sure what point i'm trying to make now so i'll just shut up :)

i'm not drunk!