weigh in!
according to the original plan, i was supposed to go to slovakia weighing 63 kg. i was allowed to come back with 65 kilos, allowing 1 kg gain for implants and 1 kg gain for the fantastic slovak food i can't eat in england.
but as you all know, i went to slovakia weighing 65 kilos as i was not very good in the two weeks before my departure. you also know that although i didn't hold any food down for three days after the operation i ate a lot before and after. i was a bit scared to get on the scales when i got home. i was pleasantly surprised but continued eating shit (as blogged previously). so i was a bit scared to get on the scales today.
but i did it...
...and...
...i weigh 65 kilos!
so instead of putting on two kilos i came back weighing exactly the same. meaning i actually lost a kilo in slovakia since the implants weigh a kilo! how good is that! i don't quite know how i did that - i ate a lot, mostly carbs, i didn't have any activity because i was in so much pain i stayed in bed all day. perhaps it's because my body is healing and that burns a lot of calories? any ideas? anyway, the great thing is, i'm spot on the plan now!
i'm on my best behaviour today. as i promised yesterday, it's a new start for me today. i weighed my cereal in the morning. i didn't have anything bad today yet and i will totally try not to have anything bad as i'm only allowed two treats a week now and i don't want to blow one on the first day i start especially as i'm not craving anything.
we went shopping yesterday, i bought all good stuff - cherries, sweetcorn on cob, nectarines, wholemeal bread...
the plan was that i'd maintain my weight in the 6 weeks post op when i can't exercise but now i'm thinking i might actually be able to lose some! even if it's only a kilo, it's still something! so i will try my best. if i lose now and continue losing according to plan when i can exercise i'll reach my goal sooner :) not that i'm being greedy or anything.
the best thing, however, will be going to slovakia again. every time i go i'm dreading meeting people who haven't seen me for a while and who never saw me fat. i never want to see anyone from that group because i don't want them to see me fat. i'm not planning to go to slovakia until christmas and i should have well reached my goal by then. that means that i'll be thin again and i can meet whoever i want! brilliant!
but as you all know, i went to slovakia weighing 65 kilos as i was not very good in the two weeks before my departure. you also know that although i didn't hold any food down for three days after the operation i ate a lot before and after. i was a bit scared to get on the scales when i got home. i was pleasantly surprised but continued eating shit (as blogged previously). so i was a bit scared to get on the scales today.
but i did it...
...and...
...i weigh 65 kilos!
so instead of putting on two kilos i came back weighing exactly the same. meaning i actually lost a kilo in slovakia since the implants weigh a kilo! how good is that! i don't quite know how i did that - i ate a lot, mostly carbs, i didn't have any activity because i was in so much pain i stayed in bed all day. perhaps it's because my body is healing and that burns a lot of calories? any ideas? anyway, the great thing is, i'm spot on the plan now!
i'm on my best behaviour today. as i promised yesterday, it's a new start for me today. i weighed my cereal in the morning. i didn't have anything bad today yet and i will totally try not to have anything bad as i'm only allowed two treats a week now and i don't want to blow one on the first day i start especially as i'm not craving anything.
we went shopping yesterday, i bought all good stuff - cherries, sweetcorn on cob, nectarines, wholemeal bread...
the plan was that i'd maintain my weight in the 6 weeks post op when i can't exercise but now i'm thinking i might actually be able to lose some! even if it's only a kilo, it's still something! so i will try my best. if i lose now and continue losing according to plan when i can exercise i'll reach my goal sooner :) not that i'm being greedy or anything.
the best thing, however, will be going to slovakia again. every time i go i'm dreading meeting people who haven't seen me for a while and who never saw me fat. i never want to see anyone from that group because i don't want them to see me fat. i'm not planning to go to slovakia until christmas and i should have well reached my goal by then. that means that i'll be thin again and i can meet whoever i want! brilliant!
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