one day to go

i'm going to the country house in the evening and will go to the hospital from there tomorrow. after the surgery, i'll go back to the country house through the town as i need to pick up the dog and take some food but i'm not sure whether i'll feel up to updating the blog so i might not post for a few days.

i'm all ready, i've had a shower, washed my hair, shaved my armpits (with mark's razor so it's way smoother than usual), epilated my legs. i packed stuff i think i'll need to take with me tomorrow - painkillers, sickbags, musli bars, rice cakes. mark's taken 'before' pictures so i have evidence ;) and can compare the new boobs to the old ones.

it's a matter of hours now, not days, weeks or months. i'm not nervous or anything (but ask me tomorrow morning), i'm just kinda chilled about the whole thing. and i think that's a good thing.

think of me tomorrow :)