six weeks

i have great news! i'm actually sore after yesterday's exercise. this doesn't happen very often, i really have to bust my balls to get sore. but it seems that half an hour of calm pilates with bodyband does the trick! i'm very pleased i must say.

today i've realised it's only six weeks to go until the my chemical romance gig. now, you can laugh at me but for some reason i want to emofy myself for the gig. buy some nice emo clothes (and they do exist), do the make up. the thing is, all the emo clothes are made with thin people in mind. i know they sell bigger sizes but they just look ridiculous and i don't want to look ridiculous. so, what i need to do is lose weight. i know i'm doing that anyway, but i need to try harder. if i try hard, i could possibly lose six kilos until then. that would put me in the 50's. i wouldn't be able to wear a short skirt but maybe a longish dress or a nice top or something like that? i don't know. i'd have to see what they've got in affleck's. for some reason i really want to wear fishnets. i've never worn fishnets in my life.
however, losing a kilo a week is not an easy thing to do. i need to be organised and i need to be really good. i need to devise a plan. i'm good at devising plans (albeit not so good when it comes to executing them). here's a go:


the emo plan

• stay within points allowance


• exercise for an hour five days a week: pilates, yoga, weights, anything


• go to the gym twice a week for cardiovascular exercise


• drink drink drink (water)


• walk walk walk


• do 100 sit-ups before breakfast

right, that's all i can think of at the moment. emofied me, here i come!