the wake up call
after gorging myself with really bad food for a few days, i got my wake up call. i was constipated. but really constipated. i'm not going to give details because that really would be too much information but it's sufficient to say that i swore not to eat shit (no pun intended) ever again.
and, i really mean it. i ate really well today and it wasn't even hard. mark's band is releasing a single at the beginning of october and they have a launch gig on 25th of september. i want to have lost some weight by then. i want to wear nice clothes and feel good. also, we're going to the theatre at the beginning of december, i'll need to buy some posh clothes to wear and i'm really hoping to be really small then (be in the 50's fingers crossed) so i won't have to part with the nice new posh clothes.
the anonymous person who commented the last post, i hear you. the sad thing is that i'm aware of these problems, yet i still fuck up again and again and again. but hey, today is a new start ;) hopefully the new start!
the spanish institute i go to for my spanish lessons is starting a tango course in october. argentinian tango is something i've always wanted to learn so i'm not going to pass this opportunity. they're having an open day soon so i'll be going for the tango taster and see what it's like. i don't think i'll ever be able to learn it properly, but i can have a go, you know!
also, today i've applied for a university course to study geology. i really really really hope they'll accept me so fingers crossed for me please.
weight loss, here i come!
and, i really mean it. i ate really well today and it wasn't even hard. mark's band is releasing a single at the beginning of october and they have a launch gig on 25th of september. i want to have lost some weight by then. i want to wear nice clothes and feel good. also, we're going to the theatre at the beginning of december, i'll need to buy some posh clothes to wear and i'm really hoping to be really small then (be in the 50's fingers crossed) so i won't have to part with the nice new posh clothes.
the anonymous person who commented the last post, i hear you. the sad thing is that i'm aware of these problems, yet i still fuck up again and again and again. but hey, today is a new start ;) hopefully the new start!
the spanish institute i go to for my spanish lessons is starting a tango course in october. argentinian tango is something i've always wanted to learn so i'm not going to pass this opportunity. they're having an open day soon so i'll be going for the tango taster and see what it's like. i don't think i'll ever be able to learn it properly, but i can have a go, you know!
also, today i've applied for a university course to study geology. i really really really hope they'll accept me so fingers crossed for me please.
weight loss, here i come!
posted by dianka at 10:16 pm
2 Comments:
Hello, anom here again.
I hope it didn't seem like I was having a go - but you seem a lot more positive today, so that's good!
Best of luck with getting a place on your course - and the tango sounds like great fun too. Go for it! I really think you can do it... just be kind to yourself (mind and body).
hello again,
it didn't seem like you had a go at all, don't worry. it was exactly what me and mark talk about when i mess up.
i've not heard anything from the uni yet, guess it will take a few days.
thanks for encouragement! :)
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