everything's just shit
you're probably suspecting that this won't be a happy post. and you're right, so i apologise beforehand.
weigh in today, i put on 1.3 kg this week. i expected a gain so it wasn't that much of a shock. it's still shit though. the scale showed less body fat and more water than last week so my husband claims it's just water retention. still, 1.3 kg is a hell of a lot! it took a lot of hard work to lose that. and it will take a lot of hard work to lose it again. and i am going to lose it again. the week's points are set to 0 and i'm starting fresh. and i will hope for the best.
we went to london yesterday because i was going to my saturday palaeontology session. while i enjoyed doing the palaeontology bit, i felt completely out of place. not many people talked to me, i sat on my own and everyone else knew each other. there were no other distance learners. to sum it up, it was shit. and i have to go there again in two weeks. god help me. (i'm not religious, i'm just using the expression)
i got a letter from uni saying when the field trip is. it starts on the day when my chemical romance is playing. which means i can't go see them. i was excited, remember? that's well shit. then, i don't want to go to the bloody field trip! i am shitscared and don't want to go. mark's offered to come with me and hopefully uni would agree to that. but then everyone on the course will know that i'm a loon. so that's shit as well.
the only not shit thing that's happened this weekend was shopping today. i needed a coat cause the dior one i've got at the moment, even though it's fabulous, is too open. first, we went to tkmaxx and i tried on two and i liked one of them but mark didn't so we didn't get it. then we went to the trafford centre and found a nice one in principles. it was cheap too! there was a problem with it though - the buttons under the waist were the ones you do up inwards, you know, where the hole doesn't go all the way through the fabric. i am completely incapable of doing these kind of buttons up so we didn't buy it. then we sort of gave up and as we walked back to the car we stopped in a few shops. and we found a beautiful coat in monsoon. it is absolutely fantastic. it's also a size ten. as in 10. uk 10. and that's wonderful.
we also went to this chinese shop that's just opened. i wanted to buy a gaiwan cup but they didn't have any, they had other ones that were similar just bigger. so i got one of those. i also got three boxes of tea, puerh being one of them. every time i tried puerh tea, it tasted like shit. this one is absolutely gorgeous. however, a box of 25 bags costs £20. (we got the other two teas for free today though)
so yes. you get the idea. wish me luck for the new week!
weigh in today, i put on 1.3 kg this week. i expected a gain so it wasn't that much of a shock. it's still shit though. the scale showed less body fat and more water than last week so my husband claims it's just water retention. still, 1.3 kg is a hell of a lot! it took a lot of hard work to lose that. and it will take a lot of hard work to lose it again. and i am going to lose it again. the week's points are set to 0 and i'm starting fresh. and i will hope for the best.
we went to london yesterday because i was going to my saturday palaeontology session. while i enjoyed doing the palaeontology bit, i felt completely out of place. not many people talked to me, i sat on my own and everyone else knew each other. there were no other distance learners. to sum it up, it was shit. and i have to go there again in two weeks. god help me. (i'm not religious, i'm just using the expression)
i got a letter from uni saying when the field trip is. it starts on the day when my chemical romance is playing. which means i can't go see them. i was excited, remember? that's well shit. then, i don't want to go to the bloody field trip! i am shitscared and don't want to go. mark's offered to come with me and hopefully uni would agree to that. but then everyone on the course will know that i'm a loon. so that's shit as well.
the only not shit thing that's happened this weekend was shopping today. i needed a coat cause the dior one i've got at the moment, even though it's fabulous, is too open. first, we went to tkmaxx and i tried on two and i liked one of them but mark didn't so we didn't get it. then we went to the trafford centre and found a nice one in principles. it was cheap too! there was a problem with it though - the buttons under the waist were the ones you do up inwards, you know, where the hole doesn't go all the way through the fabric. i am completely incapable of doing these kind of buttons up so we didn't buy it. then we sort of gave up and as we walked back to the car we stopped in a few shops. and we found a beautiful coat in monsoon. it is absolutely fantastic. it's also a size ten. as in 10. uk 10. and that's wonderful.
we also went to this chinese shop that's just opened. i wanted to buy a gaiwan cup but they didn't have any, they had other ones that were similar just bigger. so i got one of those. i also got three boxes of tea, puerh being one of them. every time i tried puerh tea, it tasted like shit. this one is absolutely gorgeous. however, a box of 25 bags costs £20. (we got the other two teas for free today though)
so yes. you get the idea. wish me luck for the new week!
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