galaxy with hazelnuts

i felt rough as fuck this morning. really ill. but i've had a few beechams and mark bought me cow tissues so i think i'll be fine.

however, i had a whole galaxy with hazelnuts bar. like, the big one. i don't think they actually make small ones of those. but at least it was a nutty one, nuts are good, right?
i don't know what's happening. it's like i've lost focus with the surgery being so close. i think there are various reasons:
1/surgery is close, i think i can't do more than i've already done
2/i'm ill and can't exercise
3/i'm sad (mainly because i'm a weird crazy bitch who can't make friends and when she tries she ends up looking like a complete twat)

sorry about the whinge and all the swearing.

i shall go and get my daily dosage of alan davies now (well, in about 15 minutes).

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bah! they're not showing qi! i'm not even going to swear...